Need to start work. Geez. My New Year Resolution’s going down the drain.

Avada Kedrava

Been pretty looooong since I posted huh. Don’t think there’s anybody reading anyway. But tonight I really feel obliged to post cos I’m getting choked up by emotions and I really have to pour them out, even though I have tons of homework awaiting me. Hmmmm. So yes before I start, Happy Lunar New Year! (: Okay leggo!

So, as a child, I had certain interests like… I can’t remember. But the Harry Potter series was not one of them. I grew up not really being a fan of it or J.K Rowling for the matter and never actually followed it. Yea sure I watched all the movies franchise but it was just for the fun of it.

Today though, I was met with a life-changing moment, somewhat like a god-sent. Maybe not that intense but it certainly felt like a very strong revelation. It arrived when I turned on the tv and began watching Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire. What happened in the movie didn’t really matter but what matters was in the course of the movie I felt very inclined to wiki Harry Potter up. Somehow somewhere somewhat it seemed like a new interest got sparked in me as I continued to read every of the movies plots (except for Deathly Hallows Part I since I hadn’t caught it).

And well of course one couldn’t get away from the most gorgeous cast on set - Emma Watson. Just then it dawned upon me how attractive she is and not to mention her voice, with the British accent… Class. So I went on to read up the entire wiki about her and boy was I blown away by how successful she has been though she’s only 21! I’m kind of crazy for her right now? Save me.

Putting that aside, I went to research more on Harry Potter and the more I read the more I got more enticed by its stories and the more I wanted to see Hermoine Granger. To be honest at that moment I sincerely desired to rewatch the entire movies franchise again. But as always, as a student, I didn’t have all the time in the world and I was forced to curb it and let it go. For now.

I couldn’t resist it duh and resumed my research, on Emma Watson. I youtubed her and watched a couple of videos of her. Let’s just say that I got more attracted towards her and leave it that. Later I found myself in videos about the last day of filming Harry Potter after clicking several thumbnails. I must say, it was pretty damn emotional. How couldn’t it have been considering the three main protagonists spent half of their entire life filming it?

Then, an unexplained emptiness came upon me. It happened to me before and it happened again. I was struggling to control all the questions that were popping inside my head. How would it be like to have a shot to stardom? What is it like to be in showbiz? Pertaining to the movies, how would it have felt like spending 10 years together with people almost like kin, striding towards fame and success? All the tears and effort you’ve paid; all the laughter you’ve made. Not getting all cliche here but still… Life-changing. Truly a god-sent.

I wonder how it’s like to audition one day and clinch a role in one of the highest-grossing movies franchise of all time. I like/love acting. Worth a shot. Hmmm… Dream on. But I hope, it could come one day.

That’s quite alot to write, and read. And currently I am soooooo tempted to ignore my studies and watch Deathly Hallows Part I and II. Haha I’m sooo dead. I’ve got to admit,

I’m officially obsessed in Harry Potter. And Emma Watson.